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Sunday, August 20, 2006

Self imposed Exile...

Recenlty not posted... because of two main reasons and tons of underlying ones (non important like GETTING used to indian toilets)... yeah the main reasons...
1) blogging reminded me of all that i am missin at the moment... life for an example...
2)and the people who i blog for do not seem to be interested/are unable to access what i blog...

and now why i am bloggin??i realized that life can have multiple faces... and also that writing is my main passion so i just cant stop doing that because no one seems to be reading what i write...

2 months are over since i left all... dear and near...
2 months since i saw any of ur faces....

Yes! I miss you... i miss u all dearly... but ive accepted that it is not that hard to miss all of you guys and still live on...

Its really weird how people turn out to be when they are away from u... they promise the world when they are with you and tell you that whatever feelings they have for you at the moment... the same feelings are promised forever... may it be love... may it be friendship...
All i want to ask is that why people promise what they cannot for sure fulfill?

Why give a ray of hope to the hopeless?

If you cannot love me dont do that but dont tell me you will always do just because you do at the moment...

listenin to this new song by Atif Aslam - Tere bin... amazin song it is... the song is so relaxing and emotionally unleveling at the same time... weird paradox???

I really dont have much to write today... just a whirl of thoughts spinning insde my head... no aim no home... just there and always will be there...

At this moment i remember what saad once told me and keeps telling me...

dude... u may not have a life... ur life may be incomplete ... u can definetely stop living... but in no way can u stop existing for a single moment till the date of your non existence arrives...

It makes a lot of sense... maybe he says that to me just to make me happy for a moment... its a flaw of human concept that misery loves misery as company... but nevertheless it is totally true... not a bit wrong.

mixed up blog... yet to be published

Life going on... or rather Existence in progress.

JB

Mee signin off....

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